move over.

I have been talking to this new guy through text for the past 4 hours. He's really nice and sweet. He lives a little far, but we could make it work. I feel like this guy wouldn't play me like Mr. Gorgeous. + he's funny, he said he would love to see me in skinny jeans and a slayer shirt. Ha ha.

The age thing is kind of a cock block though. Like I said I'm not against it! But it could get weird...

future boy.

So I was in a big play 3 months ago. A big production. Let's just say the school I went to was like the school from the movie, Fame. I am a theatre kid. Love to sing, act, dance. When all the other boys were doing rugby in high school, I was trying to organize drama shows, and participating in shitty directed student plays. Pretty much the only guy who had friends that actually wasn't afraid to sing in front of my peers. Very judgemental peers. + I have been told I can definitely carry a tune. ANYWAYS! This play I was in recently had a lot of great actors and singers. I met a lot of great friends, especially 2 crazy people like me. One was a guy, so out, the other a girl, straight. Then there was me. No sexuality thrown out there.    He was very flirtatious, super nice, very handsome. He would always tell us his past experiences with his boyfriends. All around great guy.

 These 2 people I never came out to. Didn't want it to be a scandal in my program because 3 girls liked me. Ya. Me! But there was a moment when I slept over at his house (In his super pink room) and I thought we were about to kiss. I think it was because we were high, but I've always kind of liked him, even though he isn't my type. We just laugh a lot and I like his company. Anyways my friend was talking to us and he like looked at my oddly and stared into my eyes for a good 30 seconds and I didn't know what to do. In the end we remained friends.

Now that school is done though we haven't seen each other all summer. He moved, and he is always trying to hang out with me, but we can never get our plans to work. So I was at a party one day and all he kept texting me was that he wanted to talk to me, so the whole party pretty much I talked to him on msn. It was a very flirty conversation. He is like that though. Tonight out of no where texted me:

"11:11 n i wish for u ;)"

.......I didn't text back. I don't know what to say. He texted me later asking me if I was up, but I got back late to him and he never texted back. We shall see how this works out...

big gay wedding, but not actually.

So tonight was an interesting night. Yet an all around fun night. Super fun night too be frank. So it started with my friends moms wedding. She wore a beautiful dress may I add. Anyways, I have been super stoked on this wedding for the past 2 weeks, so it came to no surprise that is was the best. We noticed it was an open bar, so the table full of maybe 15 teenagers, took advantage of it. I had like 6 beers, and got pretty drunk. Our table had more beers then probably any adult in the room. I think the bottle count was over 50, and I had the most. Uh oh. So earlier in the night my drunken best friend, (daughter of the bride) feels bad for her cousin who is sitting alone, so she invited him over. He was in his 20's, good looking, blonde and black hair, fit. Totally gay. Score. We all had a ball with him, he was so much fun, me and him just kept drinking. He totally knew I was gay. My other friends at the table didn't know. Ha ha ha. Interesting...

 As the night went on, and the drinks kept getting poured I kind of started to really want to make out with him. He kept looking at me kind of seductively you could say, but I just brushed it off. We got talking about my birthday and how I wanted to celebrate it at this party town, he said I should go to the local gay club where he parties. I wasn't so sure, because there is a lot of creepers and fag hag's there. As much as I wanted something to happen, particularly in the bathroom, nothing did. Nothing. Zilch. Me and him danced, but that was it. I had fun! It was what is was. Nothing more then innocent flirting. So I'll keep it at that.

He did have an nice ass though. Just saying!