Saturday, October 2, 2010

losing my virginity. hate that saying.

I'm just going to say it. I HAD SEX. Ew. Embarrassing, but i've never done it before and I still can't believe it happened, and that I was dumb enough to just give it up like that, but virginity is so taboo and who was I kidding?!

 So I said last post Mr. Gorgeous asked me to hang out, and I decided to because I finished this essay paper early (which nearly killed me BTW) and I was sitting around doing jack. So I called him up and asked if he wanted to do anything, he said he was glad I called. Ya whatever. So I didn't know what to do, but thankfully he offered to hang out at his place cause his roommate was gone for the weekend. I got on the bus and travelled across the city to get to his place, it took awhile and didn't know if it was worth it but I took a chance. When I got there it was like 9:00pm and I didn't want to go on a bus ever again, I found his place and knocked on his door, he answered the door and told me to come in, his place was nice. Not like super modern nice, but super hipster nice. I'll cut out the small talk but we went to the living room and just chilled and talked, and talked. I really thought it was going to be awkward, but it kinda wasn't? I felt comfortable around him so it wasn't really weird. After awhile we tried to decide on watching a movie, but it turned into a debate. We couldn't settle on one until he brought out Milk. Best movie ever. But super gay. I laughed and said sure.

Blah, Blah, Blah, we watched the movie, loved it as usual, when suddenly halfway through he randomly asks me if I have ever had a boyfriend. I said no. Then he asked if I had ever been with any boy. I said no again. He said that was cute. Then we kind of both went in at the same time and kissed. It wasn't long, just a nice kiss. Then we stopped and just sat there watching the movie, thats when we kinda just looked at each other and started going at it again. This time it was more of a serious make out. We were lying on top of each other and this was going on for a good 10 minutes. I guess you can say we were dry humping as well, cause it was all over the place. I got super hard, but I guess he felt it against his leg because he started stroking it underneath my jeans. This led to me taking his shirt off and him doing the same to me, he eventually took off his pants, and man. He had an extraordinary body, nice muscles, hairy, a teenage dream! I couldn't believe I was about to have sex, after countless amounts of porn, and wanting it, I WAS GETTING IT. So he sat down on the couch and I took off his underwear and started giving him head. Sucking a dick is weird. I don't know if I liked it or not. It probably feels better for the person getting it though! Ha Ha. Sucking his dick went on for awhile and then he asked if I was a bottom. I don't know, I was going to say I am though because I always thought I would be. Then he asked if I wanted to do anal. So I said sure.

Thats a story for another time though...
Ha ha.

2 comments:

  1. Happy to read that it was a good experience for you and that you enjoyed yourself.

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  2. OMG I'm laughing and remembering my first time which happened less than a year ago, so awkward and embarrassing! haha. Good on you for going for it and not making a HUGE deal about it because, when you do that, your hopes ALWAYS get let down and you feel like shit. Well, experience from others.

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